<p>I am originally from Arkansas. My first documentary xyQ was an accident, shot on an $800 consumer hand held, with a ladder and heat lamps for the lighting. It was supposed to be a video installation in a gallery</p> <p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yj-3zFtT2Ao">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yj-3zFtT2Ao</a></p> <p>I'm a writer / filmmaker / photographer. My first crush was Grizzly Adams. I was in kindergarten. I came out of the womb a bear lover! I was a blue baby. My dad had to drive from my small hometown to Memphis with my grandmother in the back seat holding me upside down and spanking my ass when I stopped breathing and turned blue. I have a memory of the upside down lights of memphis passing by while she was holding me up and giving me a wallop. I like to think it was those upside down lights that coaxed me out of my rebellion. I'm convinced I was pissed because they induced labor. I was born on the 22cnd of december and they all had plans. I know, i know babies don't open their eyes on the day they were born, but it sure makes a better story. On the way home my dad stopped off at a honky tonk in West Memphis. My grandmother was a devout church of christ member and didn't drink the devil's juice. Until the night of my birth. </p> <p>My family probably wished I didn't make a documentary about men's dicks. My family probably wished i didn't have an interest in men in general, much less an obsession with their dicks. They probably wished their name wasn't plastered across the opening and in the credits, next to varying sizes, shapes and colors of peni. Look I am a very thoughtful person, but I'm sure I will continue to drive them to drink. </p>